When I thought love could last . When I thought it's the most beautiful thing in the world , well i'm wrong . I'd be dying to know who could really make me feel happy somehow . But then again I could never find the right person in life . People say that high school never last but when I look at people who could really stay together until the very end , makes me feel kinda jealous . But I'd be willing to wait and find the perfect guy for me . Sometimes I think I worry too much ? But then people dont see that cause I hide it away from everyone . If only someone really knew how I really feel and had the same kind of direction with me . I'd be the happiest person on earth i guess ? But it's hard to find happiness in these little things I see . So how am I supposed to get on with life ? Well I don't know , normally I would cry my heart out but right now i can't come out with a single tear . Have I already finished all my tears ? Is it really coming to an end ? Why am I talking like this . This is not normal for me cause I don't know . I really wanna feel special , I really do