The Month of April

I think my month started not well at all . If I could I wanna turn back the time and never make the same mistakes I did before like falling in love . Man that shit hurts bad .

I wonder if i was always there for you
But right now I'm not there for you anymore
I'm sorry but i've understand that situation
And sometimes theres a reason of letting go

Sincerely Nina B,

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

AND I WANT YOU TO

TRUST ME ON THIS

PLEASE ?

I never care about what people say

I never even want you to think about it

Cause all I want you to know

That I really love you

And I don't wanna lose another person

I really don't

So please just understand the situation

Cause it's a good excuse to put or love to use
Cause baby I don't know what to do
Baby I , I love you , I love you (:

There's something about the way he moves
I can't figure it out cause theres something about him

Baby I just don't get it why people can't see us happy ?
But no matter your my number one (:

Cause somewhere down the road ,
We're gonna cross each other again

I can't do it by myself anymore and there are no more words to tell you how much you mean to me

If only you could just understand that those feelings are so endless for you and i love you

Maybe people think we're weird together but to me it doesn't matter anymore

Because from what I know and what I really what you to know now

That your the whole world to me and I could never feel this way anymore

If people don't like it then they just have to deal with it

Cause they don't understand the meaning of love and the feeling of being loved

Cause your too perfect and I'm not here to break your heart

I'm here to give back my love to you

Lots of love from A♥

HE IS LOVE AND HE IS ALL I NEED

BUT DOES HE NEED ME ?

I'll paint the sky with your smile

I'll draw on the grass with your eyes

I'll sketch on the sea your beautiful voice

Falling in love is maybe the best part of life

That's what i could say now cause i'm love struck

cold hearted

When all this while i was so confused

and all this while i thought i was you

but then again you never felt that way

and when i thought you were mine

bu then again i was wrong

There comes the time ,

Where all of us tell out our feelings

That are tired of trying to give the feelings they have

Oh please , go for a while

Please change the time

And let the teardrops stop from dropping

To show some feelings

To go to our dreams

To take something out of our hands

Oh love will bring you back here ,

To take away the missed moments

To wash away the pain

To come back with you ,

The old self that used to love me

What's there to be afraid of ,

At that time you understand

Tell the truth what was in the heart

And you saved me from the pain

All the love that you gave

Just like old times

For all I know now that I'm in love . I've been in love a lot but then somehow this feels different . I'm not saying that this is my true love or maybe his the one . But you know there's something different about some people when you get to meet them . Maybe you think I'm talking crap but different people and different strokes . If you don't agree with then feel it for yourself it feels different everytime with every different person .

Why so serious ?

I'm being very and uberly mad . What wrong with people nowdays ? Do you understand what your trying to do ? If you hate me so then how bout you chin up and tell it straight to my face bitch . Bitching about me on your facebook or twitter won't make you a better person . It makes you just the same like everyone . If you really got issues why don't you settle them ? I swear to god if I get to see you , I could cut you up like into itty bitty pieces . Hope you have a nice fucking life . Okay go die .

Nothing Compared

Maybe I'm nothing as pretty compared to you . But can I just wonder . Why are we even fighting about this ? Is it something so important . I hope you'll just be matured enough and stop finding people's flaw and look at yourself in the mirror . Okay done

I'll keep on dancing in that endless flow
And someday the whole world will know
That I'm the girl who doesn't give a damn

NASTY

I HAVE THIS BLOODY FEELING OF CUTTING OUT YOUR THROAT AND CUTTING YOUR BODY PARTS INTO ITTY BITTY TINY PIECES FULLSTOP

With Love

I swear to god that your different in every single way
Your nothing compared to any other person
I'll find no other person to even replace you
You should really trust me
And i'd promise your the only person I'll love
And I'll cherish every single moment
Eventho people say that teen loves never last

Trust

When I say I'm in love with you

I really mean every single thing

But how could you think

That I'm cheating on you ?

You know I'd never do that

Cause your everything that i love

Everything that I need

And your nothing less than perfect

So i just need your every trust

When I thought love could last . When I thought it's the most beautiful thing in the world , well i'm wrong . I'd be dying to know who could really make me feel happy somehow . But then again I could never find the right person in life . People say that high school never last but when I look at people who could really stay together until the very end , makes me feel kinda jealous . But I'd be willing to wait and find the perfect guy for me . Sometimes I think I worry too much ? But then people dont see that cause I hide it away from everyone . If only someone really knew how I really feel and had the same kind of direction with me . I'd be the happiest person on earth i guess ? But it's hard to find happiness in these little things I see . So how am I supposed to get on with life ? Well I don't know , normally I would cry my heart out but right now i can't come out with a single tear . Have I already finished all my tears ? Is it really coming to an end ? Why am I talking like this . This is not normal for me cause I don't know . I really wanna feel special , I really do